masudaxme

And, YES, after months and months, I logged in here. I miss typing in here.

I'm listening to Julian Casablancas' Glass. It's a favorite since his album was released. Uh, well, not really but yeah, Glass is a favorite. You should check out his album too. I recommend. As long as he's not leaving The Strokes, I will support him. And love him. And everything. Labo.

I'm sleepy now but I'll try to write.

Okay so what's bothering me now is ME. My fucking self. I've been thinking a lot lately. Art and my craftsmanship. I think I'm not worthy of being an art student. Oh god, there, I said it. Repeat that please: NOT WORTHY. At least that's what I think. But yes, I gotta go, and do my best. I lack confidence. FUCKING CONFIDENCE.

Bulletproof glass.
Who knows.

I miss LJ. Although I'm very happy with Tumblr, there is no place like this blog. Like LJ.
Hehe. 'cause nobody (from people I know) knows about this blog. Or so I thought. It`s the internet after all. :)

Anyway. Writing about rants, maybe. And a whole lot of random things that happened, will happen, things I want to happen and things that will never happen. Haha!

Things that happened.
We ate dinner at Cafe Bola. Talked about school. Mostly about my school `cause something`s wrong with sheeeyeaaah. Something`s undeniably wrong with my school. Issues, lies and the truth. Honesty is such an act of violence. I believe. So there. We bought a couple of doughnuts for breakfast, took the LRTA and went home. Today was what -- a lazy day. Really, I`m such a bum today. I woke up, ate breakfast, opened my computer, ate lunch, pc, pc, pc, waited, took a shower, pc, pc, pc, went out, ate dinner, went home, pc, pc and up to now. The fucking disadvantage of technology.  I need a life. Quickly, please.

i know you'll meet someone better, would you still think of me?
if he can't, hold you like I did would you run back to me?

The song I'm listening to right now. Hehe~

Anyways! Right, so let`s go to the next...

Things that will happen.
Should I say tomorrow or today? Yes, today. My cousin's going to be baptized. I wonder if  we can come. I hope we can. If not, I wish that child love and good luck.. And welcome to the oh so glorious christian world. Oh how glorious. How glorious this world is. Anyway, love, good luck and art. I hope you'll be that kind of cousin.. I hope. There. AND I also wish that we'll get to watch Revenge of The Fallen. My gosh, i've been dying to see RTF. Pretty please.

Things I want to happen.
I want to be masipag the whole year. Bow. AND I want that iPod Classic 120GB. Thank you.

Things that will never happen.
Jun Matsumoto will come knocking at my door and ask me out. And everything went so well. And we started dating. FOREVER. He left his JPOP business for me. Moved to New Zealand. Bought this cute house. I could not tell you all the details but rest assured, we lived happily ever after. How cheesy that sounds, I don`t care. Bow.


Goodnight. Or should I say.. Good Morning? It`s up to you, really. ;)
MASUDAXME(:

Uhm, went with my mom to drop the laundry and shop some groceries. My sister's sick, I hope she'll be better by tomorrow.. Er, by today. I can't sleep. My hair's still wet. Haha, how stupid of me to take a shower in 12:15 am. Sucks.


there, there
masudaxme :)

My mom just answered the phone and said "Michael Jackson". Hahaha! Laughed a bit. :)

For the past three days, my mom's hooked with those Michael Jackson songs. I cannot blame her, Michael Jackson is such a.. King. Haha. No, he's such a god. My gosh. I was so shocked when I heard the news that he past away sometime last last week. Daaaaamn.

Then I read the Time Magazine's Commemorative Edition for MJ. And I felt sad about how his dad beats him and what stardom did to him.. And everything else.

Hello, myself.I decided not to buy the classic 120GB ipod.
I decided to buy a supersampler instead. Which is like 3,000 or 2,500. I dunno. Basta yun yon. Ipod kasi parang masyadong mahal.
Super sampler na lang! Kasi gusto ko na talaga magpicture ng film. Dati naman nagfilm ako at -- nakakatuwa siya ng sobra sobra. Mahal nga lang kasi, film, tapos idedevelop mo pa. Diba? Pero ok na yun. Minsan, kahit minsan minsan ko siya gamitin. Pati yung SLR ko na nandun lang sa tabi. Nasasayangan talaga ako. Bagong prism pa naman yun. Kaya pala ako tumigil kasi ang gastos at kinakain yung film. UGH kaasar talaga e. Pero gusto kong ibalik! Yeaaa.

Ok so. There.

I want an Ipod classic. I will save up for you -- just wait! :)
I want the black one. Classsseeyy.

Check out for yourself too. I also want the iMac but that thing can wait. :P
Anyway.. Ipod classic 120 GB. WANT. I can live with that.

Had acupuncture. Uh, addicted to plus/minus. Heee. Yun.

THIS COUNTRY IS GOING.. BANANAS.

..Just crazy. Anyway, Filipino visitors, just in case you know Teeth.. And it just so happen that they're your favorite band, this song is for you. I hope you enjoy. I miss 90's.


Inside my mind, I'm searching and waiting for you.


Goodnight to you. Switching to Tumblr!

I have been coughing all day. It hurts.. My stomach hurts everytime I cough. AM I GETTING ABS? That's freaking weird.
So anyway. I don't know what to type but ugh. So we don't have classes this week. Cause there's some kind of virus spreading in our school (and we don't think it's H1N1). I'm just typing pure randomness, please bare with me. Ok so, then. I'm hooked with Mae. Such great band. Nyehehehe.. Um, I'm looking at this make-up kit. It's so nice to look at. I might use it later. Nyehehehe. The buko juice I drank tastes like carbonated water. Yeeech. OMGIHAC! ----That stands for: Oh my gosh. I have a crush. --- Crushes are not meant for bragging but I just have to because he's so freaking talented. *faint faint faint* I won't tell you his name though. Anyway. Basta. Talentado siya. Tapos grabe, kasi (hala nagshare) tinatawag ko yung classmate ko tapos bigla siyang dumaan so parang akala niya siya yung kausap ko tapos sabi nya "Ano po?" tapos ako naman tuwang tuwa na para akong ewan. Siyempre sinabi ko, "ah wala wala, di ikaw yun!" Nakakatuwa. He's so aware and all. Nyayahahahahaha! LULZ. Anyway. 

Next paragraph. Everything ends.

New layout. Hahahahahhahahaha... Silence.

Byebye.

I miss typing anything in here. Woohooo! I'm back for one week. 'Cause a lot of us in school have this weird sick thing. I thank god for that. Heeeheee. Hopefully it's not H1N1. Puuhhlease. It's so hot topic. Anyway. I bid farewell.


Bye for now.
masudaxme

I need a life.

I don't want nobody beyyybeeeehh. LULZ. ADAM<3333

I mean, come on, a lot of people can sing like Kris Allen (some even better)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its rare to find an ADAM LAMBERT, that's what I want to tell. I love you ADAM! You're still the winner fer me.

So uhm, been kinda sad lately.. June's coming. Again. I can't believe it. Summer went by so fast I can't keep track. I'm kidding of course. Anyway, I'm going to miss this summer. The heat and everything else. I will miss it. Terribly.

I'm quite afraid going back to school. I think I can't handle colors. I think I'm bad I'm painting. I'm not good at memorizing stuff in Bio, I don't know if I can handle math, if I can handle late night works, I don't know. Really. One thing I'm not sure about: If I'm going to graduate in this.. Art school. You tell me. And I'd be happy to oblige.

Okay so I don't want to think about school cause it makes me sad that I can't hardly pull a fake smile. Anyway, I've been watching Gossip girl season 1 the whole day. I don't like it that much but look how far I went ! HAHAHA! I think Ed Westwick has this killer voice. Ugh. KILLER. I can melt.

That's all for now, i guess. Wait before I say goodbye and all. I recommend you to watch these movies:
Ip Man
Dolls
Honey & Clover (Live action)


See you around, stranger. (:

I feel like i've been abusing tumblr for the past few days and i felt like writing here..
So, I am in good shape really. I've been day dreaming a lot and i want to watch Star Trek. Haha!
I heard a whole lot of good reviews about it, so why not watch it right?

About the day dreaming thing. I really day dream a lot nowadays. Maybe because i'm bored, most of the time and I end up doing strange things. AH DON'T ASK. Really, I look weird. I even talk to myself. That's not so bad riiiiight? :|

Tomorrow. I wonder what will happen to me tomorrow. My mom's going back tomorrow. Going back from somewhere in mindanao. I hope she has tuna with her. :P I miss her too. Weird enough.

I hope my dad comes tomorrow so we could watch star trek together.. Oh yay! One small happy family watching a movie! Or maybe on Saturday... AH!

Anyway, i bought this new notebook. It's ruled and it's for grade school students. I like it though. It has this red and blue lines with margins. I like writing things down there. Mostly random things. I hate the word random. It's over used. Also the word music and photography. That's why when I introduce myself in some social networking site, I don't go like this: I love random things. I love music. And I love photography. That's all.

and yer right.
That's all.

some bad element (for the moment) ruined my night. Ugh. I feel like singing maroon 5 songs and she just... took away my happy mood from me. AAAHH!

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Hi. Hi. HAI

I felt like writing here.

It stopped raining. Sadly...
I'm thinking of joining Twitter...
I wonder if I will get a bowl of cereal... Again.
I miss LJ...
I want to quit my drum lessons right at this moment. (This will not happen, i just know.)
I wish our dog a happy birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KID ! YOU ARE HARDCOREEE LIKE YEAHH.
that's all. going back to tumblr. Heheheeeeee

P.S.
I LOVE YOU MICHAEL CERA!
YOU'RE AWESOME !
heartheartheart

P.P.S.
Our dog's the cutest.


rahwahhahhahahah!

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